there is no way to structure this
these words won't explain this as deeply as i feel it

it's been so long since i've heard from you

i can't help but notice that sometimes i try too hard, sometimes i care too much

how long do you expect me to go without hearing from you

using these memories to remember you can only last so long

i'm waiting for your letter

the one that will remind me of why i'm so anxious to see you

waiting for the day that you will see yourself in the reflection of my eyes

but i panic as the days pass by

i don't want to lose the emotions that i hold for you

i don't want to lose your company

i don't want to lose you

all i'm really losing is me